Today was such an odd day...I had an anxiety attack sitting in bed while my husband sneezed next to me and pretended to wipe his hands on me. I could not breath, my heart raced, my chest feltlike a herd of elephants were doing a very very slow waltz on it :(.

My husband saw my face and got scared, guess I looked paniced cuz he asked me if I was ok and told me i was freaking him out, said i was white as a ghost and told me to breath, said he was joking and he touched me with the back of his hand, then the kitten i as holding sneezed on me!!!!!! It was a breaking point and i started to cry and laugh at the same time, all the while not able to breath. It was the oddest attack I have EVER have. And it pissed me off when it was over, I was so embarresed. I am a germaphob anyway, so the whole sneezing next to me thing and then pretending to touch me freaked me out, then he touched the bed sheets, ewwwww, it just sent me in the wrong direction. I fell so ugh right now still. It set the tone for a yucky day. I tried to make it good. Made breakfast for the family. Ended up getting pissed off at the kids anyway. Tried to nap, wasn't tired. Tried to read, wasn't interested. Tried to smoke, tasted like crap. Wanted to drink a soda, couldn't taste it. Finally my oldest son wanted to play Pictureka! and that snapped me out of my funkity funk. Thank God!!!!! What a fun game that was, we played it 5 times, lol. I have an appt tomorrow morning with my pdoc at 8 am. What an early time to meet him, my earliest appt yet, hope he is nice in the am, lol.