i am around, just not in a talking mood, taking a couple days off.don't feel like wandering the forums, don't feel like anything is speaking to me. and don't feel like speaking to anyone. Zinnia thanks for checking on me,i am just blah. maybe my lithium is working. who knows. i am going to my parents for thanksgiving, maybe being with them will make me happier. my mom is also having surgery for skin cancer lesions on her peanut on tuesday. that's gunna be fun....NOT. ok i am going, my son has to get a cavity filled in 1/2 hour.