it scares me that im used to haveing an IV in all the time.
it scares me that my mother cries about me.
its scares me that i give them a gallon of blood a day.
it scares me that i don't feel the needles anymore.

there was a time when i would scream and beat down anyone who came near me with a needle.
there was a time when i hated doctors, thing sure do change when your life is in their hands and your air comes through a tube.