my doctors called to tell me that i may have a tumer(sp)

on my left brain side...

im pretty worried.

they are already taking me  out of school for next year, and putting me intofull time hospital watch atleast over the summer.

im so sick of being sick.

 

i need a hug, but don't we all.

it scares me that im used to haveing an IV in all the time.
it scares me that my mother cries about me.
its scares me that i give them a gallon of blood a day.
it scares me that i don't feel the needles anymore.

there was a time when i would scream and beat down anyone who came near me with a needle.
there was a time when i hated doctors, thing sure do change when your life is in their hands and your air comes through a tube.