Today, I've been up since 11 am. It's 12:14 am and I'm still going..ok barely..lol. had alot of pain in my finger tips and toes..ankles and knees did their thing today also.

Sharp  pains on r/s of head just above r/ eye. I still swell up in ab area like my food can't go down..Twisting intestines are really making me nervous, I get sick whenever I eat now. Can only eat alittle at a time...

sharp pains on r/side in kidney area are increasing again..My stones are back due to vitamin D increase..not pleasant experience at all..will let Dr.S and Dr.P know ASAP..more tests to come, oh boy!

due to osteomalacia i'm beginning to loose teeth again..they started cracking and shifting like b4 and the trigeminal neuralgia is getting nasty too.

What P.O's me is that everything is happening at the same time it's all overlapping...think I'm loosing my mind it's so unreal, unbelievable..

I apologize for the complaining but it all hit me at once. The realization of everything and the fact that whenever I give blood I'm diagnosed with another situation,,sometimes it's hard to stay focused and positive..I'm positive, I know I have to be but I get so tired of having to work at it all the time I just  want to be...regular..I don't know what I'm looking for right now..does anyone get what I'm trying to say?? If you do please let me know...O.K Mowse you have mumbled along for at least 200 words.. I think this is my 1st time loosing it here...Felt kinda good for a change I think my problem is I always try to keep it 2gether...Thank You God..You know me best