Today I realized I need to check in with my diary alot more often. Too much is going on now for me to try and figure it all out in my head. I have more tests to do and results are in. some of them. You no when something is wrong when your doc calls you 8 pm to TALK about the results. Wasn't home so gotta wait til 2morrow..sshhhew..

I am more focused on my health.On living my life regardless of how painful it is or how much more painful it'll become. I am  afraid but I am happy also. I love me enough to not let anyone hurt me anymore. Fibromyalgia does a great job all by itself.

My boys are wonderful to me. They take care of me and love me unconditionally. My animals understand it when I can't play with them. We all nap together...lol.

I look forward to my new home here with my new friends living, crying, sharing and learning about one another, helping each other thru rough times and celebrating the good times and negative test results.

God I thank You for the strength You Blessed me with today...

Amen