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Love

Living in a bipolar world

Love sucks

Jun 14 2012

I am really beginning to hate love, it just hurts too much. I think my husband is leaving me today, he really doesn't like me anymore, only his friends. I've done so much for him and given up so much for him yet he treats me like i don't have feelings and i don't matter. It sucks to be hated by the one person who is supposed to love you the most. I'm tired, i love him and i'm hurting.

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written by Silverlock, June 14, 2012

I fully understand where you are coming from Princess. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

written by Princess71, June 14, 2012

Thank you silverlock, i appreciate it

written by Kitkat777, June 14, 2012

Prncess what's happening?

written by Princess71, June 14, 2012

He left with his friends today ad sent me a text saying he wasnt coming home until tonight when the kids are asleep so he can kill himself and for me to take the girls and go live with my dad. I can't live with any of my family members. I called one if the friends he is with an she said thats steange he's acting fine here. Then she told me to go live with family until thins get straightened out, i cant do that and that tells me e probably isnt coming home at all. I love him so much but i am so tire of hurting. I don't want to leave him but i guess if he goes i have no choice

written by lifeishard, June 14, 2012

Oh Princess this is terrible!! Threating to kill himself is abusive! It is one thing if he confides in you so you can get help together but that is not what he is doing!! If he feels like killing himself and has plans to do it he needs to check himself into a hospital. His treatment of you is not love. If he does come home and you have any feeling that he may kill himself call 911!!!! Or with that text you may decide to call 911 as soon as he comes home?! You need to save that text so if you do end up getting a divorce you can prove his mental instability, which should influence the custody decision!

written by marriedtoit, June 15, 2012

LIFEISHARD IS RIGHT! Threatening suicide to people he pledged and promised to love is ABUSE.
Why is he doing this NOW???

Why can't you live with family members just as a temporary measure?

Where is he now?

written by Silverlock, June 15, 2012

If he put that kind of thing in a text, I think I would call 911 right away.

written by marriedtoit, June 15, 2012

Yes, call 911!