|Jan 21 2011|
I haven't slept well for at least a couple of weeks or more now. When I awake, usually at about 4 or 5 a.m., the first thought I have in my head is Mark...where is he, how is he and from there, I picture awful things that may be happening to him now. He lives (is that the right term?) in Alberta, Canada, and the temperatures can be as low as -40 right now. Past experience tells me that he will not be doing well, may be on the street and/or selling drugs. This time last year, it went really bad and he was arrested and he was very lucky he didn't kill someone or himself. He spent almost the last year in jail. We thought it would smarten him up. What do we know? We were wrong. He went back to it again. How can I ever stop worrying?
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