Looking for Peace of Mind

So, Samual is Autistic. A doctor finally diagnosed the little man as Autistic. Doing my research and reading about all the different signs, it is plainly clear now. I was in such denial. I totally thought "He will catch up" But that's not the case. I will not have a normal child. He is amazing though. He so afectionate and silly. I just wish I didn't have to deal with the constant meltdowns, the judgemental eyes staring, and the intolerant assholes that tell me I need to control my kid. Most people are understanding though.

But, I learning where my reasources are and what is available to me and Samual to help him to become as self-sufficient as possible.