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I am thanking God for all the blessings he has given me. My doctor has decreased my methotrexate, my muscle spasms have decreased, I am not having to use as much pain meds, and my life is just a happier place to be in. My father is through with his chemo and is scheduled to have surgery on the 17th of this month to remove his tumor. Mom has retired from the school. And work is going really well. God is good, and for those who do not know him, I pray that you get to know him for his is my all and all. I would not have made it this far without him.



Apr 07
2008

Sore all over

Today started off good until I found out that my dad has to take chemo for the next 6 months for liver cancer. Mom has a heart blockage and my @#$%^&*insurance only pays 30% for my meds so now I ampaying around $400.00 and more a month for them.  Who can go on disability!!!!! Thank god for narcotics. I feel like just saying to hell with it but my son needs me. And I need to be here for my parents. I wish I had someone ( a mate) to be here to share with. God I am so lonely.



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written by ark, April 07, 2008
I will pray for you, ive had cancer and had chemo and radiation the whole 9 yards, in 93, I lost my right leg to cancer.My wife has severe heart trouble from giving birth at home and has no insurance either, for her heart meds, I know your troubles. But I got an attorney and finally got my disability. So hang in there.
Thank you!
written by Lonelyheart43, April 07, 2008
Thank you for your prayers for right now that is all that is going to help. I have put it in Gods hands and I am sure he will do what he feels is right in his time and in his way. I know that the bible says that he will not give us more than we can bare, but sometimes I feel like I am carrying the world on my back it hurts so bad. I thank God for you and your wifes life. God bless you both.
Thinking of you.
written by Lovemykids, April 08, 2008
I am so sorry to hear about your parents. It is so hard to see them get sick but I know it is harder when you aren't well yourself. Sometimes it feels like the world is picking on you and doesn't let up. It's so hard to keep finding reasons to push yourself. I too will say a prayer for you and your parents. I realize that we do not know each other but if you ever need someone to talk to I am for you. It sounds like such a simple thing to say but try and hang in there.

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