|Aug 12 2012|
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|Oct 07 2010|
this week has been interesting for me... I had a rough week.. I have been very depressed.. i feel like im just going through the motions of life.. like im just a robot... doing what I am expected todo with no arguments or protesting.. same thing day in and day out. feel like i am not seeing the world in 3D more like 2D. i feel as if all my friends and family hate me.. also feel like I am alone...
|Aug 11 2010|
|Jul 02 2010|
|Jun 29 2010|
|Jun 28 2010|
|Jun 26 2010|
Well my fever is gone. But very bad news the doctors said the reason i had a fever was because i have a golf ball sized tumor in the back of my head! I am getting surgery tommorrow to remove it. Prayfor my safety! i will keep you all updated on my recovery. My parents will be writing in here for me. so that I can rest. I am being prepped tomorrow at 6 am. The surgery will take a while. I will p...
|Jun 23 2010|
|Jun 21 2010|
well yesterday i was ok. but then at midnight i felt really sick to my stomach and my doctors say that if that happens i have to go in. i have been throwing up everything i eat. and i have a fever of 102. i have internet on my labtop. i would write longer but i'm not feeling the best....
|May 03 2010|
|May 02 2010|
|May 01 2010|
|Apr 14 2010|
|Mar 28 2010|
I feel like crying rite now!!!!!! My dad yelled at me yesterday because I didn't do something the way he wanted to!!!!! And then about someother stupid thing!! I don't like talking to him atall rite now!!I also broke up with my boyfriend! that was a good thing to do i guess! He was trouble! Sometimes I feel like I am not being heard by ppl and It bugs me! SOmetimes I feel like my Dad do...
|Mar 24 2010|
I am doing an extra-curriculr activity every nite afterschool. It's sometimes hard to balance schoolwork, track practice, and still have time to do personal things and have time to my self and hang out with my friends. I don't know how I am ever going to pull it off. But i spose God will help me decide what's important and what's really not important. Goood NEWWS! My boyfriend i...
|Mar 09 2010|
|Mar 09 2010|
Love is beatiful , Love is gentle like the sea.
Love is kind, Love is like fire works.
Love is sweet like the air in an orange orchard.
Love is slow, Love is amazing
Love isanything you make it out to be.
Love can turn sour like rotten apples,
It eventually can turn into hatred,
and it's hard to get that same feeling of love aft...
|Mar 09 2010|
Ok so mother nature decides to come on Friday with it's "monthly Gift". I feel like really dizzy and have the worst cramp EvER!! Sucks!! I was dizzy the day before that to! UGh! And thenon Sunday I start feeling dizzy and fall down during Church!! It was horrible! Never had it happen before. And on Monday I felt like throwing up and got really dizzy again!! And Today my stomach fe...
|Feb 25 2010|
|Feb 23 2010|
|Feb 22 2010|
Sometimes i think that bottling up my feelings will help....... but that is a drive for suicide right there. Sometimes I don't like having breakdowns. I guess peer pressure plays a big role in that feeling. Sometimes it hard not to give in to peer pressure. Because it seems like society thinks that Breaking Down and having normal human feelings is wierd and unnatural. Society thinks t...
|Feb 21 2010|
|Feb 20 2010|
|Feb 14 2010|
|Jan 12 2010|
Well the holidays went well for me. I was pretty busy with family and such. anyways, i'm sorta depressed rite now because i miss one of my family members. i also had bad mood swings yesterday duringschool. not fun. i was really down yesterday. I think its because of the weather being cold and such. I'm really worried about my eye sight its been kinda blurry when i'm taking notes dur...
|Dec 02 2009|
|Nov 30 2009|
Sorry I haven't wrote for a while. I was very busy over this last weekend!! Thanksgiving was a charm. It was fun!! OK soo today went ok at school. It could have been a lil better....just cuz itsMonday!! If ya know what i mean!! I sure tomarrow's gonna be just fine!! I hope soo!! I'm feeling better this week. Although my stomach hasn't been feeling the best latley. maybee its jus...
|Nov 23 2009|
Oh i had an okay day. It was kinda tough today. I had a few problems today. Boy did my face jerk around alot today!! I couldn't get it too stop!! that's the one thing I hate about Tourette!! I can't control my tics!! sometimes it gets soo bad i can't even write a paper!!! which sucks!! I also didn't sleep very good! i couldn't really fall asleep. so it was pretty late be...
|Nov 22 2009|
|Nov 20 2009|
Its not very easy living tourette syndrome because a lot of people don't understand what it's like. and my face jerks around a lot!! which is hard sometimes because i get stared at a lot. I sometimes get teased to because of it. Well i had a pretty good day @ school. I had only one hard moment. I was sorta upset over a science grade that i had got on a test. but other than t...