| Jan 25 2008 |
On Wednesday I went to see the P.M. doctor I was gone all day from 8:30 am till 8:00 pm. It was such a long day, The visit went well he got my blood tests back and all but my testosterone levelswere very good, you see womans levels should be at 2.5 to 4.6 and mine were so low at .08 that I almost dont have any at all, so what happens here is that your pain level is so high that you dont have any of the receptors in your brain and spine that you need to tell your body to stop the pain when you take your pain meds, so mine isnt telling my receptors anything and they dont stop the pain, Yesterday was the worset day I have ever had, Like a fool I went to P.T. and hurt so bad I couldnt stand it, I cried so much and I know that dosent help but it was the only emotion I had at the time, My poor hubby didnt know what to do for me, He did go with me to see the P.M.Doctor and learned so much from him. he had a clinic in southern California before coming to New Mexico and he told us alot of research went on there for Fibro , he moved to N.M. because his family lives here and his wife has fibro so wanted to get her here where its a drier climate. He gave me a script for Morphine but guess what? It dosent work either. you know how you feel when you run out of pain meds and are starting to withdrawl well thats me all the time. the hands, the knees, the stomache. and I just dont know what to do, This morning at 4:30 am I took 2 Morphine tabs 15mgs each he only gave me 60. I took one yesterday morning with 2 percocets 5mgs each and it helped for about 4 hours after that it got realy bad. I just dont know what to do to make this stop, I have to go back to the drug store this morning with my script they didnt tell me they were waitting for an ok from the insurance.
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