Well today i dont know why everything is bugging me. It was boring today and nobody wanted to go out with me, I dont like to do things by myself but I guess maybe I should try and be less dependenton people.

on another note the interview for the nanny position went well and they want me to come in for a trial day. First she had asked for M-F but when I went she asked if I'd want to work 3 or 5 days. So I said 3 would be better. So I can have less stress and more time to do other things with my family. Also she said she will be working from home, kind of  a bummer cause then its kind of akward feeling like someones always around. We will see how it goes--who knows . I am just trusting in God to let me know /or allow me to do whatever is the right thing for me.  Sometimes its good to feel that in the end it is in His control and I can let go.  dont worry every little thing is gonna be allright!  Im trying....