Days have gone by and I finally have a name for what I've been feeling.  It's not like regulsr mania where you energetic inspired and feel great.  It's like your energetic butanxious , irritable and deppressed at the same time.  My whole body feels stressed,tight and tense. I don't even realize sometimes just how tightly I'm holding my shoulders and neck until I try to relax them.

I would almost rather be depressed because at least then I am relaxed and not so wound up inside.  I am still taking my meds but I guess I should really get to seeing a psych again now that I have insurance.  I hate that I just can't fix things myself , but I guess I have been doing okay enough to get by on my own.  I really don't know what to do if this doesnt fade away soon cause it sucksing and is very exhausting!!