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Lisa - lisarose's diary
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lonely
Aug 05 2008
Not much to write about. I'm having one of those days where I'm feeling very lonely. I don't have friends here and all of my family lives in another state. I have been in this area for 13 years and I still am not able to find any friends here. They always want to talk about their religion and then they want to know why you don't believe the same way they do. I have no problem with religion, but please don't tell me that if I don't believe the same way you do that I'm wrong. We are all Gods children and I don't think any one is better then any one else. My husband works allot so that means that I'm in this big house all by myself most of the time. I am so sick of the teleivison that I don't even want to hear it any more. But what does a person do when you don't want to watch t.v. any more. I have been reading a book, but this book is really stupid. So I guess I need to get a different book. For some reason I just can't get myself to settle down. I'm jumpie and I'm nerves and I'm not sure why. Every since our dog passed away a couple of months ago I find myself being even more lonesome. I'm in the house allot. I have got to find something to do with myself. Being alone so often can really work on my nerves. But I have to learn how to deal with being alone. I would think by now I would be use to it, but I'm not. I guess I'm just kind of blue today.  Weepy 



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Hi
written by geekGirl, August 12, 2008
Hi Lisarose-
I am sorry to hear you are so lonesome. If you are looking for a good scandalous book, I suggest the Diary of Marie Antoinette. I could not put it down.
What are your intrests? Do you like crafts? Maybe you like politics and activism. Now is a great time to get involved with that. As far as arts and crafts, maybe you could take a class somewhere near your house. Maybe a community center or college. Do you garden or have plants? It sounds like you have a nurturing side and maybe you miss nurturing living things. It is very healing to grow things I think.
In any case, think about what you like to do or would like to try and go for it! There's no better time than now :-)
Angela

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