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Lisa - lisarose's diary
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I was so sick yesterday, and very disappointed
Jul 12 2008
Yesterday was a very bad day. I woke up with a headache and it just got worst as the day went by. My stomach was so upset. And I hurt from the top of my head right down to my feet. I have a couple of sore spots on the top of my head, my back was hurting, my legs ached, and my feet hurt. I had been waiting all week for yesterday. My husband had some time off and we had planned on spending our day either going for a ride on the Harley to a very beautiful state park or spending the day out on our sailboat. I was so excited, I couldn't wait to spend the day with my husband. But when I got up yesterday morning the first thing that hit me was the headache. I thought if I got up and tried to get some kind of control on the headache that I would be able to have a great day. And then my stomache start getting upset. I would have given anything to get the pressure off of my stomache. It wasn't long before my whole body was in pain. I wanted to have yesterday with my husband so bad. And when I finally started to accept that I wasn't going to be able to go for the Harley ride or get out on the sailboat I started to cry. I'm not one to cry, it even freaks my girlfriends out when I cry. Which didn't help the headache at all. But I was so disappointed. I can't figuer out why I was so sick. I have been thinking about it and the only things that I can come up with is the fact that we are to have a rain storm come in today or the fact that I was so excited about having the whole day with my husband. Can I get a headache like that from being to excited??? I spent the whole day sleeping. I did get up and take a warm bath in the while pool tub. It did help with the body pain. I have been so upset about yesterday. It seems like every time I plan on doing something I get sick with a headache. I don't get out of the house much because I'm sick so often. So when I get a chance to get out and have some fun I guess I get to excited. I'm feeling some what better today. But if I don't watch myself I could get as sick as yesterday all over again. I get so mad at my body. I'm not that old and I have a body that just won't work with me. Tomorrow is Sunday and I have hope that I will be able to go out on the lake and have some fun sailing. But at the same time I'm scared to get my hopes up to high and then be disappointed like yesterday. I get so tired of being sick. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for tomorrow. I really want to get out and have some fun.



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