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Life with Fibro

Help to clear my mind of the problems of life with FMS/CFS!

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Aug 27 2010

Today is not a good day! I am in a crappy mood. I have made it through 7 days of work and have decided that I don't think I can make it through the school year. If it is this badnow, how will I? I love kids and working with them, but my mood is so low today that I can't even enjoy that! I just feel like breaking down in tears! I am known for my upbeat attitude, so this is not good! I would have taken a sick day if I had more to use, but I use so many every year. There aren't many left! My husband and I had a fight this morning. I keep talking about disability and he doesn't think we can afford to live on that. I don't know what to do. I am stuck in a hard place! Just had to vent. Maybe I won't cry for the next 4 hrs--maybe!

Previous diary posts by hfarms92:

Pain, pain, go away....
Day from H**L!!!!!

August 22
August 17

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written by niecey, August 27, 2010

HUGS to you! I so understnad where you are at! It is a constant struggle for me to get up and go to work. I use all my sick time (and then some!)as soon as I get it. I am praying for direction myself and will pray for you too!

written by hfarms92, August 27, 2010

Thank you Niecey! I am trying to give it up to God to show me my path! I know that I am not in charge and I need to listen to what he is telling me. I just wished he talked a little louder smilies/grin.gif

I will say a prayer for you too!