I can not belive the things I have read on this site , I have been going though all this alone because no one would listen to me about what the meds were doing to me , so many people like me have had no signs of wanting to end their lifes till they stated on these drugs, I have been so afraid that it was me and didnt know what was going on , everyday every night I cry to myself for the life I do not have anymore and for the answers I do not have and for the family that does not understand what I am going though and I now know that I am not alone in what I feel but I feel so sad to know that this is life now and that it will not go away .