Life

Christmas was great, my family bought DeAndre the cutest outfits and toys. I also got a few things that I needed for him. The part of family that I dont usually go around got to meet him and they seemed to love him, he got passed around like a toy and met everyone. Half the time I had to go searching for him though because everyone wanted to hold him I never knew where who he was going to next. He

DeAndre is now 12 weeks old, and let me tell you; this has been the hardest and slowest 3 months of my life. DeAndre was sick but is much better now. He likes to ruin all of his mommies tshirts though, I guess I feed him too much sometimes but hes just SOO small. Im getting ready for christmas, me DeAndre and a special guy is having christmas at my apartment. I have no clue what to get a baby that

DeAndre (my son) is not doing to well. I think the weather is getting the best of him. It's been pretty wet, rainy, and cold lately and he started a cough a few weeks ago. I took him to seedoctor as soon as he started coughing and they pretty much just told me to keep an eye on him and call back in a week if it doesnt get any better.. I was pretty agitated they didnt check it out. I wa

I gave birth to little DeAndre Isaiah on September 15, 8LBS and 3Ounces hes now 5 days old! Hes settled in at home, and I just cant seem to leave him be. I havent got much sleep lately. My mom cameby today and picked him up so I could rest and clean myself up a little. When she dropped him back off she had also brought over some clothes for him from his father. I'm glad hes trying to help

I just got over having thrush, it was so gross it lasted for a whole week. I've been so busy latley that I completly missed a doctors appointment for an ultrasound and I had to resceduleit, I went yesterday and they said my little boy seems to be as healthy as can be, as far as they can tell. My back has hurt like crazy, my feet are swollen and will only get worse because I start sch

About two weeks ago my babys father started posting cruel things about me on social sites, we had printed the posts and messages off and had the police involved but they said they couldnt do muchbecause it "wasnt threatening to me or anyone else". The posts have not slown down but I deleted my facebook because people were starting to believe his posts and saying nasty things to m

Recently my babys father has been telling me that hes going to get full custody of my child when he's born. On facebook I had to block him and remove him from my friends list because he is postingthings like " Im getting my son when hes born because shes on drugs." and "She'll abuse him" and all this crazy stuff. He's tagged me in the statuses and people have actual

Im just about 25 weeks now and latley everything has been bad. Im due in september which I'll be in school again and Im trying to squeeze everything in during break. I'm planning on staying inthe marching band and my mom is going to help me so i can try to finish high school the way I wanted too. Going to marching band practice is really hard though. I can't march like I used to b

My mom, who still believes that I have to marry my baby's father, made me and by babys father go to counciling together friday. It was terrible! He said he promises he'll get help and change, but I just dont believe it anymore. Today I went with him to the doctor and he prescribed medicine for his "anger problems", after that I had a scheduled ultrasound and check up so my mom me

The prom was nice I enjoyed it a lot and I really havent enjoyed anything since then. My baby's father was released Monday and since he's been home its been hell for everyone. His mother throughhim a welcome home party which is where he started all of the childish things. I thought he would of grown up since last time he was home but I guess some people never learn. About an hour after he

Im already 20 weeks, just 20 more to go. The prom is this weekend and I've decieded to accept the invite from my baby's father's best friend. I'm glad I did too. Ive had so  much fun picking out a dress and making sure his suit matches. I bought a long baby blue sparkly dress and he rented a white suit with a tie that matches my dress. His mom actually went to the extreme

So a friend of my babys father invited me to the Senior Prom. I never really talked to him before I just know him from when he practically lived with my baby's father. I thought about it alot latleyand if I do go my mom says it will be hard to find a dress. And also what would I look like at the prom pregnant with my baby's fathers friend. Also my baby father is the one who told him to tak

I met this girl at school who was pregnant too but she was 2 weeks ahead of me. Im 18 weeks and she'd be twenty now, except she had a misscarridge. Shes been in lock up for a while but she hada home visit and thats when she told me. I know she wasn't faking or anything because I went to see one of her ultrasounds before she went away. She lost her baby at 19 weeks, which is scaring me

So Im just about 18 weeks now, just looked in the mirror to realize im getting huge. The doctor said at my babys growing rate it could cause problems during birth but my mother, who had 4 kids, said itshould be fine she was the same way and all of us weighed normal. It surprized me when the doctor said I might be 40 inches around before I have my baby I was only 20 before and now im 29 inches. My

I was lying in bed trying to fall asleep when I felt it. He moved! I felt my baby move for the first time! It scared me, I didnt know what to think. I kinda screamed too.. I called for my mom and she was surprized too. She said when she was pregnant she didnt feel movment until around 20 weeks. But she said its normal for me to feel it at 17 weeks though. I really wish the father could be here rig

I'm 2 days away from 16 weeks!! And getting bigger everyday. Ive decieded to name my baby boy DeAndre Isaiah,. Even though I broke up with my baby's father he still continuesto call and check on how I and his child is doing, hopefully he pulls it together and becomes a good father. I went car shopping today, even though my mother will not let me drive while Im pregnant, I

I broke up with my boyfriend today. I felt horrible but it had to be done.. He said he still was going to be a father to my baby. His mom was pretty shocked but she knew it was probably for the best. I went shopping for some baby clothes I got the cutest outfits! I even found at the sports shoe store a little pair of Jordan's, he'll have to grow into them first though. I also narrowed down

SO latley my boyfriend havent been agreeing on anything. He might be released early in a few days for certin reasons but I just dont seem happy about it. I know that sounds terrible but its like I dont even know him anymore. The other day one the phone he said that my baby name choices are stupid and I said "Whatever" and he said if I talk to him like that when he gets out he'd sl

My doctors appointment was suppost to be tomorrow but my mom rescheduled it, due to an event, for today. I went and they did the usual and when we got back to the ultrasound room I was overwhelmed withexcitment.. The woman was really nice. Im having a boy! I cant wait to tell my boyfriend I know he'll be happy. For the first time I got to hear his heart beat. I cried the whole time along with

Im almost 12 weeks now! The past couple of weeks been rough though. The babies father sent me a letter with baby names but I think its too soon to start thinking about that. I have a little baby bump now. Ive been shopping for maternity clothes for later on in my pregnancy. I want to put my ultrsound pictures up but Im not quite sure how to. Ill be 13 weeks in a few days and Im really excited for

Today was a good day up until I made a horrible desision.. I decieded to help the school softball team because up until this year Iver played softball my whole life. I was showing them some pitching techniqueswhen I stepped on the ball and fell. My ankle felt like someone had just cut it off. I went to the ER and got it checked out, its spranged pretty bad. So Im just learning how to use crutches

Ill be ten weeks tomorrow. Im still not showing but everyone grows at there own pace I guess. For the past weeks Ive been living of nother but pickles and whipped cream. Ive been staying in my room practicallyall day long because Ive had a weak stomach latley and get sick every time I smell food, smoke, paint, animals. Almost anything really. I also have to stay away from things with peanuts

My first ultrasound was done today. It made me so happy to see my little baby, even if it doesnt look like a baby yet. The lady gave me advice and a few numbers to call for help with baby supplies. Ima little over 8 weeks now, I havent started to show but I know it wont be long. I can wait to show my friends my ultrasound picture. My next appointment is on March 16. They will be listening for a he

Latley girls have asked me how am I always  so happy with everything going on in my life. I havent really gave them good answers but what I want to say is, Im not. Im not always happy, not even close. Like most pregnant girls my age I put on a fake smile and pretend Im all right. Nothing makes me happy anymore, notthing except eating, even though everything comes right back up, and

My boyfriend and I have been together for  about 3 years now. Our relationship at first wasnt serious until a little after the 2nd year. I know that weve cheated when we first gotten togetherbut nothing that I knew of in the past year. Anyways he called me the other night and told me to go on his facebook and put up when hes suppost to be released. When I got into his account there

I went back to school today and now the new thing is being jugdmental toward me because of the color of my babies dad. Now when I used to live in West Virginia Id expect that, although its not appropiate, but really Florida? Ive got a few friends and a bunch of girls who wanna start drama and Im not dealing with it. This time instead of going to the princapal I told the counsiler. She was angry ab

So Ive been talking to this girl that I know for the past few weeks and she said she was pregnant too. I thought finally someone that lives on my street I can relate too. Well today she said she wantedto stay the night, I though okay we can go shopping tomorrow for clothes too. Well she says shes 3 months and her stomache seemed awfully bigfor 3 month but everyone grows at their own pace. Well aft

I got a phone call from my boyfriend today, he didnt seem the usual. He seemed depressed and started saying he wishes he was dead. It broke my heart to hear this from him because I remember last easterI was saying stuff like that too and actually did try to kill myself and spent a month in a phyciatric ward. Im very worried because I cannot control what he does in jail. I told him he has too

SO after being threatened every hour possible this weekend about being pregnant I was literally scared to death to go to school. I've never been afraid of girls my age, ever, until the fact of them threatening to kill my baby that I'm pregnant with. I was crying because I didn't want to go
but forced myself out of bed anyways. When I arrived I walked into the noisy gym as usual

Today I was threatened by some girls that if I'm pregnant with my boyfriend's baby they're going to beat me up. The first thing I asked was who said I was and they said they just heard someone talking about it, to later come to my realization the ONLY person I told at school was my good friend. I asked her about it right away and she pretended to not know what I was talking about th

1. I Went to the doctors today she did a blood test for her own conformation of my pregnanacy, and ofcourse it was

I got a call from the jail today... It was my boyfriend he told me he is going to be locked up for a while. After a min

Today I sucked it up and told my mom that Im pregnant and she didnt say anything but the next thing I knew she was telling me that she scheduled a Dr. App. for me. Im glad my mom took it well but Im sureshes dissapointed. Im going to tell my father during our family dinner tomorrow, Im not sure how he'll react though. My boyfriends mother and I sat down to make a calender to line up dates and

Well my boyfriend was arrested for possesion of marijauana today. I found out about an hour ago from his mother when I was trying to call him to break the news about being pregnant. I knew he smoked cigarettesbecause hes 18, the leagal age, but never thought he'd smoke marijauana. His mom said hes in for a little over a year and its not the first time he was caught, which I didnt know.

I found out that I might be a mom today. The major downside is that Im very young and Im only a freshman in high school. I see girls my age with babies but I also know what people have said about them. I am not looking forward to telling my parents, at all. They are not the most understanding people.