Hmph.

I have been so upset lately. I feel so useless, like there's nothing I can do. I feel so ugly, like no one likes me. I just feel all around terrible. I haven't cut or purged though...I've sort of good to not go back into those bad habits. I have been feeling extremely depressed lately though. I don't know if school is putting so much pressure on me or what? I know my anxiety is getting really bad and so are my migraines, and now I have to worry about stomach problems. It's like one thing after another..it never stops. I try to keep hope that everything is going to get better, but it isn't. I don't want to go back to the places I've been, I don't want to be treated like I used to be. I just want to be normal..