Diary Entries for larissasky

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larissasky

sorry i didnt write for a while i jus was busy, today i gguess was the best day of my life i felt so happy i went to visit a lecturor of mine and he made me laugh i didnt do this in like a few monthsi was so depressed i felt like killing myself and i didnt do it thanks to my lecturor i might go back and start my masters yay im seriously thinking of it then the day got bad when i lost my phone lol well anyway good riddance i'm gettin rid of the past and moving on with the future, though i [...]

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larissasky

dear diary,

again i feel like crap i'm listening to music to try to lift my mood, i jus hate me, is something wrong with me that all my previous boyfriends left, i think somthing's wrongwith me, is it still ok to be in love with your ex. my other bf left me just tuesday last week i didnt tell my parents but i know they know that somethings wrong i'm always crying and swearing, also i jus want to run away i have this place where i live i dont have a job and i live next to the [...]

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larissasky

dear lacey,

its the first time i'm writing in you, and the first time i get to vent my sorrow i never dealt with th suicide of a great friend and never got to really express my feelings aboutthe relationships that i've had. in 2007 i was diagnosed because i wasnt sleeping well i still cant i had a horrible breakup with a guy whom i still love recently or should i say last week wednesday another guy broke up with me i took so much pills i just wanted to die i still do but yesterd [...]