Another day has passed.   The construction workers have tore up our road and paved it today and so Jon couldn't get out to get to work so he messed around today all day.  I didas much housework as I could and Jon worked on his hydrogen thing for his car most of the day.  We went to the mall to return some items and get Grace her new scoccer kleets.  She is so excited about starting soccer.  I wish I could play sports I feel so old and tired most of the time.

Today  and yesterday I have been in quite a bit of pain.  I am so glad that tomorrow is Friday.  Although I am not going to get any help due to Jon having to work all weekend.  My back is VERY sore today and my neck and right shoulder is really giving me a fight.  My legs have been achey but I just kinda overall feel just pretty crummy.  I have hard times I just don't want my family to know how horrible I feel and I feel so guilty about Jon having to do things around here.  With the two girls as young as they are it's very tiring along with the house work I am zapped.  Because of my back and neck I have had to go on to 4 Lyrica pills a day and I am still on the Cymbalta and the Yaz.  I had a two week period in which i guess I should probably take some iron.  I just really need some relief.  I am so blessed by having such wonderful husband and children I just want to enjoy them pain free but that reality is slipping further and further away from me.  I am not sure if I am ever going to be pain free.  I hope so.  Just keep praying and hopefully the Lord will interfeen I know he can.!  Well I need to get to bed I am really tired I woke up at 7:30 am this morning trying to prepare for getting up earily for school.  As well as the Lyrica at night seems to make me very tired and out of it.

Good Night