Kickin' Panic's butt.

Well the interview went fabulous! I had so much anxious energy all day and the interview wasn't until 330pm. Yuck. But I did some cleaning and played with the kids and that got rid of a bit of theenergy. I had a good feeling going in and then right before my interview I got a text from my husband that said "Good luck and just remember everybody loves you". That did it for me. All of my nights of positive affirmations came flowing in and I just knew that I would get this job. I went in with the thought "I'm going to get this job and if I don't it just means there's something better out there for me". I was still very anxious going in and there was another girl waiting for her interview. I just started chatting it up with her and we really hit it off. I even mentioned during one part of our conversation that I had a lot of nervous energy. Haha. I did start feeling stuffy and a bit light headed while talking to the young lady but I literally just ignored it and I was fine. The actual interview was amazing. I've never felt so comfortable in my own skin. It obviously showed. When I got home I had an email that they wanted to extend the position to me. Bad thing is the pay is horrible. It's an entry level position working in a group home for SED boys. I love the work but I'm not entry level and it doesn't weigh out to take a job that would hardly pay for my gas and childcare. It's super frustrating but at least I know that I can still go in and kill it at an interview. Panic has done this for me. Conquering my own demons has led me to be much stronger in other areas of life. I seriously believe it. And all the hype about deep breathing and positive thinking is not just a bunch of mumbo jumbo. It really freakin works if you believe in it and believe in yourself. I'm living proof. Now back to the job search...