Keke

Okay the past two weeks have not been very comfortable for me.  Although my stomach isn't as bad I do have some cramping again after I eat.  Not having diarhea or bleeding just crampsand lower abdominal pain it is really tender to touch my belly right now.  My biggest issue lately has been my body.....I have so many aches from what they tell me is arthritis due to the crohn's.  My lower back is really the worst!  I can not even sit down for long periods of time and that is the main reason I have not been to work.  My doc gave me a Rx for Tramadol and when I take that I have to go to bed it makes me so leary I can't function.  I have to go back to work tomorrow I missed an entire week Mon - Fri the week before  only work 3 days NOT GOOD! especially in this recession but I am telling myself not to worry about that if they feel they need to let me go then I just have to deal with that and work my finance out just like I have to do with everything else.  This health issue what is more important to me right now.

I am so happy :) that I was enjoying my GOOD days as I had them other wise I would be really mad right now thinking I was feeling great & I should have been living my life normally but I did live and enjoy my good days as I get them so I don't have to feel that way. Just SAD right now that I am not getting better and my aches are getting worse.

I'm putting all the weight back on that I have lost which I'm not happy about that either.  I was enjoying being a size 4 LOL but I have been eating more so weight is expected and all the foods I was told I couldn't eat I've been eating just about everything I was eating prior to diagnosis & I feel pretty much okay.....I just need to start working out again.  I need energy!  

What to do what to do!  I am NOT HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!  and it's NOT PMS as someone said to me already it's LIFE WITH CROHN'S GETTING ON MY NERVES RIGHT ABOUT NOW!

I need to get my positive thinking cap on so I can feel better it's just hard right now laying in bed for an entire week sure had me thinking NEGATIVELY!