| Oct 24 2007 |
I really hate this malady! It's just not fair! I hate having it, I hate it when the medicine where's off and my ADD daughter is just as mean as can be and drowning in her own malady. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I'm working two jobs to pay bills and she gets a very genrous allowance and she is mad at me for not buying her halloween cosutme. I know it's not her talking, but it really hurts to work so dang hard and come home to a mean speaking, tantrum throwing, hormonal ADHD 14 year old. The other side of ADD is that I get so dang emotional and I'm so vulnerable to abusive behvior because I don't have all my faculties intact to filter what is mine to own and what to throw out. And why does this dang diary not have spell check for crying out loud?
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written by hollyoweeney, October 25, 2007
Trust me, angry, I know where you are coming from. Although I cant work due to my bipolar, I have a 16 year old son. He is usually remenduasly understanding but sometimes when he doesnt get his way.......boy, talk about knock heads..........he will at times use my disability agaianst me because he knows i dont feel well.............I call it my rational and unrational mind.....I hate panic also.....makes me feel so weak and helpless and I am normally a very strong person but let panic hit and I am helpless as a baby at times...............but i know that one day soon I will wake up and the disorder will have retreated and I will be ok for awhile.........keep your chin up and know that kids are kids.................Holloweeney
Thanks 
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