My Abilify is FINALLY here and I started it again last night, so hopefully within a couple of weeks, I'll start noticing a difference in how I feel and will be back to my "normal" selfagain. 

I've already decided that when I open the last bottle (which is a 30 day supply), I will be calling the woman who runs the prescription assistance program.  Hopefully this will be a reminder to her that it's time for her to do her paperwork so that I won't run out again.  I know I can't go through that again. It's been hard to say the least. 

For the most part, actually up until the last couple of days, I've been very depressed.  The last couple of days I have felt more manicky - so I think I'm in the hypomanic or maybe a mixed state right now.   I have tons of energy and my mind is racing like crazy with all kinds of weird thoughts.  Yesterday, I was even singing (in my head) little kids songs!!  My kids are in their teens, so where those songs came from is just beyond me at this point.  My poor fingers can't type fast enough to keep up with my thoughts, I keep making mistakes and have to go back and fix them.  But I'm just happy that I have the Abilify now - yay for me!!  Something going right for me for a change.

It's a cold, dreary, rainy day here today - only about 42 degrees and pouring.  I've gotten the trash down to the end of the driveway already so that I don't miss the garbage pickup like I did last week (oops).  I've already had my two cups of coffee, the animals and hubby are all sleeping and the house is quiet.  So now I have to find something to do that won't wake the hubby, but will keep me busy.  Maybe I'll go to the Bipolar  Lounge and see what's going on there.  Guess that's all for now.