heart racing, pulse beating

wondering what your thinking

tears flowing, nerves shaking

wondering what your feeling

feeling empty, what steps to take

holding back words, almost feeling fake

inside out, upside down

wondering if im going to drown

everything around seems so bleak

comfort and understanding i guess is what i seek

would it be easier not to see my face

would it be easier if i was in a different place

do you know how i am feeling

or do you only know what your seeing

if you look at me and see nothing

there isnt much i can do

the only thing left for me to say

is that i truly love you

please get the help you need

if you want me to stay by your side

do it know before its too late or i will run & hide

make the effort for us before this turns out bad

because i know deep inside that if this ends you will be quite sad.

i havent lost the feelings

i still get them every nite

i have not yet seen myself without you

becuse i havent given up the fight