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can't do this without you

Feb 13 2008

something i wrote a while back when going thru a very rough patch

head spinning, hurt, lost

help me, help you, help us

cloudy, blurry, upset

can't eat, can't sleep, can't breathe

numb, nauseous, pain

where to go , what to do, how to help

if i had to walk a hundred miles,

i'd do everything i could to try to make you smile

when you feel hopeless & weak

all i want you to do is open your mouth and speak

talk to me & try to get through this pain

the pain that has caused you to go insane

i am here for you through thick & thin

so when times get tough pick up the phone & let me here you sing

things will get better i try to convince you

you have a second chance to start life anew

id take away the pain if i could

when you look into my eyes you already know i would

i want to be forever in your arms

simply because i love you for all you are, you have that special charm

i have you in my life now, i dont want you to go away

let me love you & help you always, promise me you'll stay

can't do this without you

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so familiar
written by joseph77, February 13, 2008

That really sounded all too familiar to me. I'm glad I'm not alone in how I feel, but I'm sorry that others feel the same as well. It's a horrible feeling. I like your poetry. I read it all the time one here. Keep it up.

written by PerfectlyImperfect, February 13, 2008

thank you

thank you
written by marsha6751, February 13, 2008

thank you for sharing that it was breathe taking and you have a very special talent hold onto that and your wors are flowing and full of emosion i adored it .Thank you for sharing that with us.

marsha6751

written by amom, February 17, 2008

Wow I felt your words what a talent you have!Thank you, for putting into words some of the feelings I have had.I agree with joseph77 it is sad to know that you and others are going through this too but it also strangly helps to know there are people who have and are continuing to get through it all with a little help from their friends smilies/kiss.gif

laurie