|Aug 08 2011|
Just today I thought I had things under control......and of course I am only fooling myself. I get a thought in my head and can't shake it no matter how hard I try. I find that thought actuallytaking over all by itself.
Just today, I binged and purged three times..........I can't control the urges and it scares me! I don't know how to stop things. I have good days and then horrible days. I just want to gain control of my life. I just am not sure how to do so.
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