Well today it was so nice outside, but seems I was inside more than out. So much I need to be doing and just dont want to do anything, havent even been gettin on here as much. I think I feel betteronce I vent and read about others, and there are so many optomistic people here, it makes me have a total different attitude when i am through.  I am still going thru my head about seeing a psychologist, seems like one doctor leads to another and then another. Well my neck is spasming like crazy so time for meds i suppose and back to the couch. hugs to all.