Just For Today

I love being a mom and wife. I don't really think I am completely good at it, but I do try extremely hard.

Everyday I feel like I put forth so much effort while my family sits there and walks on me or takes advantage of me. I know I hear some wives and mothers say the same thing. I feel the difference is a lot of them have outlets. I don't have any. I don't have any friends. M

I haven't been on here in awhile. A lot has changed and some has stayed the same. I am in school at this point to become a Social Worker. I was surprised at how much support I got forthat. I was nervous. I had a little bit of an issue here about a week ago and decided to wait till next Fall to continue my education. It took a lot out of me being a stay at home mom, wife, and stude

Me and my husband have been through a lot together in the last couple years of our marriage and bofore then. We have always seen our ways through all of it with a smile on our face. I love him so much.

This last month has been a huge rollercoaster that I just wish I could jump off of and I know I can't, because of our daughter. I got strep throat. That same day my husband broke his f

Here in Pa it really seems like Spring time never came. Instead the weather skipped right to Summer. All winter long I was so excited to take my daughter to the park, but I haven't lately, becauseit is so darn hot out.

When I was sick for those 2 years I didn't do much with my family and now that I have the chance and I am more active I am stuck here inside. I can tolerate the he

I enjoy a New Year. I hate the fact that is brings evaluations, and enrollments. Since I am considered disable I have to show proof. I don't mind that, becuase I am grateful for the help since Iam not able to work. I just hate talking to computers and feeling out forms. It takes about 2 months to get some of the stuff done.

I have been feeling so fog brained. So I have been counting

Yesterday it was raining here and Pa and I so ironically missed the farm that I grew up on. Before I moved away from there I wanted to leave there so bad. All it reminded me of was my fatherwho emationally abused me.

We had a porch that was below the second floor. It was a tin roof. So when it rained the second level would drop rain down tot he tin r

To keep a positive attitude in life and not letting people get you down no matter what kind of day they are having is hard to do. "Fake it till you make it" That comes to mind at this moment. I love the people that I surround myself with. I don't waste my time on people that are a bad influence.

It is just hard though when it is a family member that you love dearly cau

I am going to try my best to have a good day today no matter what happens. I am not going to expect anything from anyone. If anything bad happens I know I have the power to leave it be or leave thesituation.

I am so thankful that I am able to spend Thanksgiving with my grandma, daughter, family. I am also thankful for my friends. I am thankful for having God in my life, food in my stomac

There has been a blanket set over my eyes for so long. Now that I am slowly pulling it back I can finally see what is real and not. I want to run and hide so bad, but I realize that I can't do that. It seems that I am alone on my own journey in life. My husband isn't even beside me. My friends are on there path but still able to talk to me. Have come to the realization that I am not imp

Well to start off. I went to my parent in-laws for diner. I love spending time with family on sundays. I enjoy talking to them and knowing that it is a day of peace. It frustrates me when all me and myhusband do is fight. I just wish sometimes that I could just shut him up and have him listen to me. Everytime I try to talk to him he just over talks me. Avoids the conversation that I try to talk to