|Mar 27 2012|
I am trying to be positive and I am trying to keep everything together but I'm ready to lose my mind, or what's left of it. B is on a rampage and pulled a really cute stunt at school today so I had to go pick her up. On top of the whole internet and email debacle she started at midnight last night. I found out at 6am so my day started less than how I imagined it would.
Was looking forward to today. Duece's new harness gets here today and with the cold weather I was going to start training that slowly. It's not like leash training a dog lol macaws get a little evil when they're not happy about something so here we are.
Got my car registered and the dmv was a zoo. I feel like all I do is run ragged these days. I have groceries to put away yet, and cupcakes I wanted to bake, and this massive headache that is keeping me from doing anything, so here I am.
I know it's stress. I know I'm holding everything in again. I know I need to get it out, but of course someone took my notebook that I've been journaling in because Nothing is sacred when it belongs to Mom. So now I have a new one here.
I guess this is that intro moment.. Hi my name is Stacey and I have a bipolar daughter and husband with bladder cancer and I'm living with anxiety.
That helps more than you realize, trust me. Hope everyone else out there is having a far better day and that maybe tomorrow will be brighter for me.
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March 27, 2012