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Just a spot to get it all out

Ramblings and rantings to avoid holding everything in.

It's an awful Tuesday

Mar 27 2012

I am trying to be positive and I am trying to keep everything together but I'm ready to lose my mind, or what's left of it. B is on a rampage and pulled a really cute stunt at school today so I had to go pick her up. On top of the whole internet and email debacle she started at midnight last night. I found out at 6am so my day started less than how I imagined it would.

Was looking forward to today. Duece's new harness gets here today and with the cold weather I was going to start training that slowly. It's not like leash training a dog lol macaws get a little evil when they're not happy about something so here we are.

Got my car registered and the dmv was a zoo. I feel like all I do is run ragged these days. I have groceries to put away yet, and cupcakes I wanted to bake, and this massive headache that is keeping me from doing anything, so here I am.

I know it's stress. I know I'm holding everything in again. I know I need to get it out, but of course someone took my notebook that I've been journaling in because Nothing is sacred when it belongs to Mom. So now I have a new one here.

I guess this is that intro moment.. Hi my name is Stacey and I have a bipolar daughter and husband with bladder cancer and I'm living with anxiety.

That helps more than you realize, trust me. Hope everyone else out there is having a far better day and that maybe tomorrow will be brighter for me.

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written by ange2009, March 27, 2012

bad days..just talk about it,this is the place,you are holding everything together,as many of us do..that is why we need each other.will be thinking about you my dear.
jackie.

written by Vex, March 28, 2012

Thanks Jackie. getting out things is the only way to keep from exploding so my journal is my safe place for that