|Mar 13 2012|
I am up and down-mostly down. i want to sleep all day. i am scared. It feels like a ping pong ball in my head. should i do this should i do that? why is all this pain being directed at me? Have i donesomething so wrong in my life that i deserve this? I do not know. they say-god doesn't give you more than you can handle. I don't know if i believe that anymore. i have had my more than my share of pain in my life. i am tired, defeated. I get so anxious at times when i am trying to be a good Mom and dealing with crap from Her dad and his wife. Having mental illness and dealing with unhealthy, mean people sucks. why does life have to be so hard? what is my purpose here just to suffer.
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