|Oct 18 2011|
I need to do some soul searching and some thruthful reflection.
I know for a fact that I am causing this suffering , by myself....I get locked up in the past, and hurt so much from mistakes madethat I must be punished.....No one is doing this to me but me....Now the questions come. What did I do so terrible,,,unforgivable? Nothing that countless others haven't done. Nothing I feel I should have to pay for forever...Then why can't I movc past it? Because I haven't been forgiven by my children, or parents or exes...I can't forgive myself...
I don't know how to do it alone,
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