|Jan 20 2008|
I know it is a long shot thinking I am going to be feeling like this forever, but I am going to keep believing I will. My pdoc took me off effexor and trileptol because of side effects: high blood pressure, severe!!!! headaches, fluid retention, awful mood swings, and hot/cold flashes, and severe stomach spasms and cramping. I am now taking Cymbalta, I love it, never felt this good, and then 40mg Geodon to help me sleep, and boy does it work. So between how good Cymbalta makes me feel and sleeping awesome, I feel like a new person.
I also know having Christ in my life is very very important. When I push him away my life falls apart. When I keep him right next to me, my life stays on track. I have kept my job with Best Buy for 3 months, I have quit smoking, I am losing weight(alot of weight), eating like I should, and sleeping great. My kids have noticed and so have my friends and my love, my soulmate who has also made a huge difference by supporting me and loving me more then he ever has. My life is so good right now, and I REFUSE, do you hear me! I REFUSE!!! to let it go back to the way it was. If it does go back it will be MY fault for letting it.
So diary as you can see and hear, I am doiing great right now. I will check in again in a month or so and let you know it is still going GREAT!
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