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Jimmie and Mary

Just my thoughts, It seems like since my mom passed Im feeling so alone. I miss her so much and I have no friends so this diary is a way of me getting my feelins out. I want to thank everyone who reads them and gives me support it means more then you will ever know.

Mary

Pain has been unbearable.

Mar 06 2012

I have been in so much pain latly that all I seem to do is lay on the couch and cry. I had to switch drs to due to my insurance and finally got a dr who is decent who sent me to a pain managementdr who say it mildly is a joke. First I could here him yelling at his wife through the walls then when he came to talk to me he feel asleep. Im in a wheelchair so when he came in a chair I thought he would be more sympathetic to what im going through boy was I wrong he was so cold and uncaring and out right mean but due to my ins I have to deal with him. Im just so glad I only have to see him once a month. I know pain is a part of my life and I accept that but I dont think its fair to treat me like i am just there for drugs. I am sorry i havent been around for everyone i will work harder at staying in contact.

Previous diary posts by maryandjimmie:

Mentally and Physically Drained.
So much on my mind.
FEEL SO OVER WHELMED.
The pain hurts so bad. How much more am I suppose ...
R.I.P. Mama

Feeling So Alone
SO TIRED OF PAIN
This is to all of you who have showed me so much l...
Just need to vent.
Need Prayers

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written by Silvercloud, March 06, 2012

You are on the right online platform, with so many of us coming together to support each other we couldn't ask for more.

My heart goes out to you while you are grieving your mother's loss, I'm wondering if you could seek some Counselling specifically for loss, grief & related issues. Give yourself at least couple of months to heal.

My best are with you!

written by countrycook, March 07, 2012

Thinking of you and so sorry your pain management doctor treated you that way. You don't deserve that you deserve to be treated with respect and dignity.

If you are dealing with a loss I am so sorry I do know what that is like. Keep your chin up sweetie and hold on tightly. A grief counselor or a minister may help you greatly while you are going through this very difficult time. Thinking of you. Hugs, Ann