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Jimmie and Mary

Just my thoughts, It seems like since my mom passed Im feeling so alone. I miss her so much and I have no friends so this diary is a way of me getting my feelins out. I want to thank everyone who reads them and gives me support it means more then you will ever know.

Mary

Need to find a new Dr.

Apr 17 2012

I am so tired of being disrespected by my pain management dr that I can scream.I have only seen him 3 times and all the visits were bad the first time he feel asleep while i was telling himabout my medical issues the second time he told me he didnt see nothing wrong with me when I told him about the pain in my legs and knees he squeezed my knees so hard all I could do was cry in pain. Now if that wasnt bad enough today he told me I was a junkie looking for a fix and that was the final straw. Who in the hell does he think he is to treat me so bad just because you cant see the pain dont mean its not there you cant see the wind but you can feel it. He was and is such a jerk I cant believe him how can he be a dr I thought they were suppose to take vows to help others and yet all he seems to do is treat you like dirt. I am now going to work even harder to find a dr who will take me in as a patient its just hard because most drs dont want to deal with patients with pain issues. Its okay im not going to give up I refuse to let this dr treat me this way and to continue to abuse me in this way.

Previous diary posts by maryandjimmie:

Sick
Having trouble sleeping.
Pain has been unbearable.
Mentally and Physically Drained.
So much on my mind.

FEEL SO OVER WHELMED.
The pain hurts so bad. How much more am I suppose ...
R.I.P. Mama
Feeling So Alone
SO TIRED OF PAIN

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written by scorpioj, April 19, 2012

Good For You! He is a supreme jerk and you deserve better.
Hugs,

written by KittenMittens, April 30, 2012

Have you been able to find another doctor yet?

written by Snowi, May 13, 2012

Im so sorry. Good luck.