Jimmie and Mary

It just feels like im mentally and physically drained. I am just so exhausted not just from pain but stress of all the other things going on. I just want to sleep and not worry about itno more but its hard because then I feel like im giving up and I cant let what happen in my past get me down and win. Just feels like its just to much on my shoulders and I have tried for so long to be good and do all I can and now im just tired. I know this will pass but right now it sure dont seem like it. The pain level is so high now in my knees my bones just feel so painful just to the touch and wearing hugh flannel pj bottoms still hurt. I am so hurt that one man can beat me so bad to almost take my life and for what? I dont want him to win so I am trying to keep on going but with this pain being so bad right now its hard. Why would anyone want to hurt another person so bad for? What is wrong with people these days? Now hes living his life like nothing happened and im in a chair and in pain. Dont get me wrong im not gonna let him steal my joy I just cant believe this happened. I seen him walk right pass me as I rolled through the mall in my wheelchair when he seen me he just turned his head and acted like he didnt see me. I hope him seeing me shows him the results of the beating he gave me done to me. I pray no one else ever goes through what I been through in life.

Hugs Mary