| May 20 2008 |
i dont know why but im so tired, i have replied to all of my messages( as i have said before i will reply to every single private message) i feel happy that i have made so many friends with peoplein a simmilar agonising life, i dont understand why but it gives me comfort knowing that there are actually people in the world who understand just how hard life is when you suffer from chronic pain and all the crap you have to go through to get anyone to understand or listen and even care. i talk to my mum about my pain and her response is "everybody has pain of some sort" and im just like "you have no idea" i mean a headache is one thing yeah, this pain that is so bad i can barely walk, im hardly able to function and it just seems like she doesnt give a f*** which i hate because then i feel bad that i feel the way i think because im being unreasonable. i dont know. i want to scream out so loud to make people listen and try to give a shit, we live in a 3 storey govetnment house and it is getting too hard for me to be able to get around so i eant to move. i have some people who are caring and are trying to help me and others saying oh it's ok you'll mmanage, i cant even put myself to bed anymore as i can hardly get up stairs anyway im in the process ive started waging a war because if they say no 1 more time i am going to lose it completely,,,,,,wish me luck please..........xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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