:( pain wise... im back to where i was 6 months ago.. i just got all the meds on track and working and then this (nerve testing) caused so much jolting in my body that i am now spasmsing all the timeagain, and im not sleeping again because of the pain... went to the dr today and im going to go back on the oxycontin i didnt want to but i really have no choice... the dr is looking into these patches, they are suppose to help with pain... i see her again next week and we'll talk more about it then and hopefully that will help.. im willing to try anything at the moment ....

also to all the people who have messaged me in the past few days thanks because your support and encouragement has been invaluable... your all such good friends....