there isnt that much info available about scheuermann's disease but after reading one person research results for a different disease it has tempted me to try to do more research. i justfound a page in a google search and noe i cant stop crying, my future is destined to be severe and bad if what it says is true..i hate this disease and once again i want to die............arghhharghhhharghhhh i am screaming but no-one can hear me                                                      f******************* it all  hate this disease

i want to die tonight in my sleep...a nice easy escape from the reality of my unlucky f****ed up future i hate every doctor i ever saw when i was in foster care that just said i wanted attention can i sue them for assuming i was crying out for love??????? i hate them all every single one.......i couldn't give a rats ass if no one loved me i was in real pain and they all just shrugged me off. i hate the system that let this be ignoredxxxxxxxxxx

i hate what i am destined for and i hate everything about this horrible world, why oh why what did i ever do to deserve this?????i was a street kid, i was pregnant to a complete loser when i was 16 years old, i have educated myself, i have worked hard and given so much of myself to the community and helped so many people along the way,,,,,,,, why what did i do wrong????

i hate this disease...............