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jeckle - cinderella's Diary
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Jun 23
2008

i feel like crap

i feel totally buggered, exhausted, like death warmes up! i want to get on and be well im so sick and tired of being sick and tired really i just want to wake up and be normal whatever that isanymore. i will answer my messages and then i am going back to bed even though i should be calling the dr again but i dont want ot go into the hospital again i am too tired to care anymore. i have an appointment with a social worker tommorrow because i need more help with my kids and i have to find out what services are available to help and i am worried that i will end up losing my kids because i am so sick i dont want that i want to be well enough to take care of them myself i am so sick of this horrid disease it's eating away at me i want to die half the time so that everyone can stop feeeling sorry for me im tired of that too. anyway on a good note the new house is  lovely and i am really glad we found this house and were lucky enough to moovve to this house which is now starting to feel like home. we are just about unpacked and we handded the keys for the old house in yesterday im tired so im going to bed xxxx it's midday here in australia and im going to bed nighty night to all my friends thanks xxx{{{{{hugs}}}}}



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