i had a fun weekend, my pain as always was there but i still had a nice time as my aunts came up and we had a birthday party for my husband it's his birthday and my aunt's in a couple of days so we had a double and it was lots of fun. my brother who lives in sydney came up with his soon to be fiance and my other brothers were all there as well exept for the  one who lives in queensland and that's too far to come just for a bbq and some cake. i hardly moved i layed and relaxed on a banana lounge chair and everyone took the time to come and talk to me so i was happy about the way everyone was i was put in the middle of everone so i was not missing out on anuthing which i thought was great too. my mum and i had a very deep discussion at  about  11pm last night where she got to explain why she has felt the way she has and i got to explain how ive been feeling and i said sorry because she thought that i was blaming her for me being with this disease, i tried to reassure her that i dont blame her at all so i feel that we now have that sorted out and hopefully we can both feel better about it. she had again told me that she will help by having the kids regularly to try and give me a break but i already let her do that so im greatful for that anyway i have to go my baby is being a ratbag and wont setttle xxxx