well i am very upset today, i had a call from social and it has set me off they were asking alot of questions about my teenage years and those questions stirred up alot of old hurt and emotional pain, i really havent stopped crying all afternoon.  i have an interveiw tommorrow i do hope it goes well but im really afraid they are going to ask a whole lot more distressing questions about stuff that isnt relevant. i really dont know what to expect tommorow hopefully it goes well and everything turns out ok. anyway if anyone has any further questions, if i have roused the curiosity please send me a private message and i will get back to you thank you for sharing this agonising journey with me. at least i can be thankful that i have the support of all my online friends who understand what it is to live in agony...xxxx thankyou to everyone xxxxx