| May 24 2008 |
well i have had 2 falls this week, one down a flight of stairs and the other in the laundry when i turned the wrong way. i've been put on another medication, callled Lyrica, my doctor had wanted me to start using this a few months ago and told me a bit about it but i wasn't in to it, now i wish i hadn't waited as my pain level has dramatically decreased in the past few days at first i was very nauseous, but some maxalon has put that to rest. i cant beleive how well it has worked. i am stoked. any way, my hubby went DUI last night and as a result was arrested and feels terrible about it, he's not usually a big drinker and only had a few glasses of wine but it was enough to put him over the limit and he was charged with mid range PCA and the police took his licence off him then and there, he is distraught, as he feels he wont be able to help me as much as he usually does, not to mention the financial pressure of the fine and court costs we'll have to pay, but i'm sure we'll get thruogh it and surprisingly i'm not even the slightest bit angry over it, of course im upset for him but he has been under so much pressure in recent months, me being so crook, working with a complete asshole, and the stress of his ex kicking their son out and now me pushing to move not to mention the other week when i had a complete mental and emotional breakdown. the poor bugger has been carrying a very heavy load. he goes to work comes home and works (doing all the stuff i can no longer do) then he goes to bed and gets up and does it all again. i love him so much, and the only thing i could do today was hug him and tell him how much i understand his stuff up and how much i love him and appreciate the support he gives to me and our children. i feel so bad because i think that i have contributed so much stress to his life in the past few months that i drove him to drink as he has been very depressed and mainly about my f****** up health. anyways xxxx
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