well i had a lovely day with my parents, and husband with no children for once, the first time in i dont know how many years...

this afternoon we had a lovely bbq dinner and then i was goingout to the kitchen to get the kids some marshmallows for dessert and i came tumbling down,,, i felt it coming on and managed to fall against the sink, and call out for some help before i fell to the floor, lucky hubby was right there... down i came and was so humiliated, i just wanted to get the kids a treat not come crashing down again... i havent been doing too much but im still so knackered all the time... i have a drs appointment tommorrow, so if i can actually get there i will speak to her about all of this so i have hope and want to go and rest... i promised the girls i would take them to the park tomorrow and i really dont want to let them down... so we are going even if i have to sit in the car....

 i feel miserable, really sad.....

xxxx