well i have finally had to rest!!!! i have been so sick that i had no choice, my body has shut down...hahahha i invited my parents for a bbq luch for yesterday and i fell asleep while they werehere and i didnt even endup eating lunch...lol my kids had a great time with their nana and pop though so that was fantastic, when i went out back for a cigarette last night i saw all the chalk drwings over the cement and i knew they had fun...... my dad is quite a good drawer... i had invited my hubby's mum over to have lunch for today but i rang her last night and cancelled, which is a shame but i feel so sick that i cant be running around after her today....she had surgery recently and is recovering but she is quite demand ing at the best of times. i woke up right on dinner time last night and was so pleased when i saw that my hubby and his friend had made an amazing dinner for the kids... i had been asleep all afternoon.... i felt bad when they put a plate out for me and i didnt even try to eat any of the lovely food on it... i did eat a little bit of it later, only to throw most of it back up an hour later... yukkkkkkk!!!!!! i took my meds and waited a while for them to kick in and then i went back to bed, and surprisingly i slept all night... i thought that i would be up again in no time.. i slept more in the past 24 hours than i have in the last month... i still feel like crap and i feel really horrible still... i think i'll just check my messages and then talk to the kids for a bit and after hubby wakes up i might go back to bed, i will see how i feel then... im going to let him sleep in because he done so much unexpected running around yesterday, poor bugger here's me and i invited people then i flake out...hahhaa he done well...