well i am having a nice day today i dont know why but i feel happy to be alive for once. my kids dont seem to be naughty and my husband is happy and busy doing things i should have done but he's happydoing them. we had a bit of a heart to heart last night and we discussed some things for the future and he told me he will give up his job and care for me if it comes to that. i told him that if that things came to that id really appreciate it but at the same time im not going to ask him to give up his job i dont know if that is why im happy i have got the support i guess and that is a good reason to be happy, i am bout an 8 today instead of the 9 and 10 ive been for the last few days finally im back so i do feel heaps better, and as i am writing this entry my kids are fighting so i am wondering how long i will be feeling good for? anyway i must go for now xxx