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"My father has Parkinson's and is getting worse." (thrudesign)

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1magicman"Before i found MDJ i was in the deepest darkest part of my life after my abduction. I wanted to feel safe. I wanted that sense of being a normal person.Finding MDJ and the people with in it has steered me down the correct path into the light of hope. The feeling of hope that i was not alone,the feeling of hope of understanding,and the feeling of hope to move on. I never give up hope." (1magicman)

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well here are my thoughts on my struggles and triumphs, i hope to share my story honestly and help others through their journey.

forget it...... right

Jul 03 2011
i dont knowhow i got to this point, just thought i would come and vent again... i have been using again, i know i was going so well but with all the stress and shit in my life i just needed to let go .. something for me.. some way for me to try to feel alive again ... fuck everything and everyone.. i hate my life so much.. i hate my family and the shit they have put me through.. my father is dying

back again

Jan 15 2010

well i thought i would come and give all an update on things in my life.... well things are going ok lately.. we have moved again into a new home on the other side of town and the house is a bit smallerso we have downsized and we are fitting a whole lot of stuff into the new house but we have had to get rid of alot of our stuff as well which is just as well as i am a terrible hoarder and needed



goodbye

Sep 14 2009

B) the really great news i have to share with all of you who have at any stage communicated with me is that i have had some really good breakthroughs and i have also had some terrible turns over thepast few months... well i went to the pain clinic in June and then again in July,all the travelling really left me so sore and exhausted that the only place i ended up was in bed as i couldnt walk ag

update so far

Jul 13 2009

hi everyone....

 

i have been in and out for the past 2 weeks, here a few days and gone a few days and then back a few days and goine again..... this will continue for a few more weeksand then hopefully everything will settle back down...

well the pain clinic wasnt quite what i had expected (although i wasnt really sure what to expect) anyway there were afew of us put int

holidays

Jul 06 2009

hi everyone...

 

sorry i havent been on for a bit i have been to the pain clinic i will not be back on for a few weeeks now again as i am off to take the older kids to the snow campat the weekend and i will also be back at the pain clinic again before i am back on....

 

i hope that all is well for everyone, please still know that i am thinking of you all...

pain clinic soon

Jun 13 2009

well next week and i am at the pain clinic finally...

 

i am heading off this weekend and after the pain clinic i am staying for a few days to have a break, then i am back for 2 daysand i go back to sydney for another meeting, so i am going ot be away for the week, but when i get home i plan on sharing the details of the pain clinic here, so that others may know what to expect

update

May 05 2009

fantasic news...

 

BEFORE                     

results

Apr 28 2009

yey!!! i am getting there..

 

great results...

 

yippppeeee

targeted nutrition

Apr 17 2009

4 days ago i decided to begin to take a targeted nutrition product,in conjuntcion with what i am already using. this product has many great testimonials about it helping to reduce pain andinflamation, and some of the testimonals are from people who have fibromyalgia and some were from people who had chronic pain in different areas of their bodies. when i first heard these testimonials

results

Apr 13 2009

well i am having great results still, and i am pleased that i am doing so well. I have now lsot 7 kg in 5 weeks and i have now lost 38 centimetres of body fat. i am feeling really good, and i am amazedat how easy this is for me, as i am really busy and with all the kids it was difficult using fancy diets where i had to make special meals just for me and the ingredients were really expensiv

empty....full???

Mar 31 2009

i am here today reading through all the messages for me, and posts that i am responsible for answering and i feel a great sadness...

i am glad that i have the support and love ofso many people here who actually seem to think that what i do here is important... i just dont know today....

 

i am crying and so sad and i feel like a failure to myself an

upset....

Mar 29 2009

well i hate to say it but today was the first time ever that i am sorry i logged into mdjunction...

 

it appears that not only have i been encouraging peopleto use mdjuntction and facilitate the features of this site, like diary and hugs and friends and all, that is ok...

 

however it has been asked of me to stop talkin

new venture

Mar 10 2009

i am in the process of starting my own work from home business which retails health, energy and wight control products..all over the world.I work part time hours so i can work around my family and have time to do what i need to do and make extra money as well... because i cant go back to nursing, (which is what i used to do before my body packed it in!!!)

the products are completely natu

my new approach...

Mar 08 2009

I am trying to start my own home business, i am hoping to get it off the ground this month, and soon enough i would like to get it really happening... i have accepted that i can never go back to nursing, but i want to do something with my life, that is worthwhile and still helping other people... so i have been researching for about a year now, and i finally found something i beleive in that i

celebrating

Mar 01 2009

my husband and i celebrated 5 years of marriage on saturday, we went to an irish hotel and enjoyed an exisite meal which was so delicious...

we listened to a band that was playing and they evendedicated a song to us, who were sitting up the back enjoying a tradition Irish meal... yummo!!!

 

we didnt stay out too late though as i was really tired, i feel asleep pretty muc

our anniversary.... 5 years...hooray!!!!

Feb 26 2009

well it is our 5th wedding anniversary tomorrow so i am taking the kids (all 5 of them) to mum and dad's this afternoon for the weekend and we are planning on going to this nice irish pubfor dinner and drinks tommorow night, it should be great fun...

the kids are all doing ok and settling into school, however i have the most amazing 5 year old who started kindy this year, she

realising

Feb 19 2009

well i am realising that my disease is never going to go away, and it is in complete control.... i am learning again how to manage this and i am hopeful that i will get it all under controlbefore winter comes again, becaus e this cold snap we have had here in australia this last week has really hit me hard...

 

i was not able to move pretty much, and i

thanks...

Feb 12 2009

to every single person who messaged me or emailed me and asked how my family were going in relation to the bushfires...

 

i really do have so many friends here that showconcern for me and i am now saying thank you..

 

for all the people who pray i ask that you pray for the thousands of people in Victoria,in South Australia... those who ar

down again

Feb 11 2009

ok well i had another spell last week, i have been doing way too much again and i came crashing down again..

 

i think it is safe to say that the new physio pragram is going to be scrapped immmediately as it obviously didnt help...lol

 

the pain is terrible and i am struggling to to do minor things again...

 

i have been busy getting the house

bushfires...

Feb 08 2009

i cant beleive the devestation of the bushfires in my own counrty, the ruins are everywhere and i am shocked and horrified that so many people have died... and lost everything they own...

 

i am feeling rather miniscule in comparison, i have already donated money t the australian red cross to help those with nothing that have been devestated just to get

back online

Feb 01 2009

wellii am back online now... my holkidays are over.. and i will be here pretty much daily again..

 

if you would like to message me plese do so, i will be here to help any way i can..

 

i am off to physio i am going to start a new program today.. hope it helps to loose a few more kilos and alos to strenghten the muscels

the big galah

Jan 27 2009

this photo is of the big galah at Kimba, the halfway point from Sydney to Perth.. there is a gift shop and a park a few other tourist things like trails to walk and that is about it!!! a small townthat we refered to as a "blink and miss" because if you blink you'll miss it...

 

we stopped there on the way back home, as we saw the sign on th eway over, but missed

trangie

Jan 27 2009

this is a picture of me with my friends, at the small town of trangie, we stopped to stretch our legs... after 5 hours of driving.. Trangie is about 2 hours drive from Dubbo, and is rather small, we stopped at this park.

photos of my trip...

Jan 26 2009

well here is a photo of me on my voyage through the outback of oz...

 

this photo is taken at a town called Kimba, it is suppose to be halfway across Australia, from Sydney to Perth...

this town is rather small as are alot of them, the town features a

santa photo

Jan 21 2009

here is our kids santa photo, the most recent picture i have of them...

 

i hope it makes you smile..

 

 

I am home

Jan 17 2009
i am home, i done the SA part of the trip and by the time we got back here to change cars (as we ended up taking my car over to SA, i thought it would be more comfortable as it is a 7 seater so we couldspread out a bit more..) i had enough, so i stayed now... Bill was in a hurry to get home as he is running out of money so he wanted to go back up through the middle of NSW and Queensland... an

holidays.....

Jan 02 2009
i am trying to talk myself into quitting again and i am struggling, i feeel like a big hypocrit after writing all that self help shit at md junction nicotine addiction group... hahha ok i might soon begoing for a trip around australia, yep in jsut a few weeks, i have friends coming down from queensland and they are planning on driving to south oz to see some rellies and then go up throught the nor

christmas vacation

Dec 23 2008

well hello to anybody who is reading this...

 

i am going to be taking a holiday from my life for a while, over christmas and new years, anyway...

 

i will catch up with everyone in the new year..

 

i wish you all a very merry christmas, and i hope that you all have a lovely time with y

maggot

Dec 18 2008
well i am really busy today, i am going to be the bus driver for the work christmas party again, i will take a few loads of men to the work party so they dont have to drive and then tehy can just finetheir way home later... i done it last year, and i have a big 7 seater car so i get asked to do it, and i dont mind, (it makes me feel worthwhile for a short time, anyway...) i had the kids clean the

and the bitch fight begins to flare... again..

Dec 16 2008
Hamish rang his mum last night to let her know that this friday he was coming over to her house and they can all come back on tuesday becasue she wanted us to have the kids for xmas...well she wanted to speak to my husband, and she then told him that she will keep hamish till lucnhtime on christmas day then he can pick the kdis up after because then she will be going away, and we have to have the

car accident from the 19/november 2008...

Dec 15 2008
yeah it was a shocker actually...


what a day

started off by backing into my next dooe neighbour's car, then got a $700.00 phone bill then almost burnt the baby with tonight's dinner, copped myself instead luckily...






christmas party...

Dec 14 2008

we had our family christmas yesterday, as my daughter is going to her dad's this year... well the kids were all stoked with their gifts....

we had a lovely family day, and the rain was theonly hinderance... we still enjoyed the day greatly though it was inside... so no football or cricket...

14 year old step son, got his school report today....

 

FANTASTIC

quit....for life!!!!

Dec 14 2008

giving up smoking is perhaps one of the hardest things i have ever done... i have tried many times before , and not succeeededbut i think i really wanted to quit this time... i wanted to start livingand i dont want to die like my friend who lived 2 houses down... i watched her wither away in front of my eyes.. she was diagnosed this time last year and she died early in July, not long after we m

try again...

Dec 10 2008

pics....

Dec 10 2008
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busy

Dec 10 2008

well hello!!

 

sorry it has been a few days, but i have been so busy...

 

well school presentaion night was on Tuesday and my daughter graduated year 6... so she isdefinately off to high school next year...yayayayayay!!

 

mum and i took the girls to the christmas carols at the park, on sunday evening.. very nice... we had a lovely picnic dinner

update...

Dec 08 2008

well hubby and i have had dramas over the maggot texting all day as things are not going her way....again

 

14 year lod has appologised, and when hubby was dropping the kids off atthe weekend he got the rest of his stuff... a year later, but he tookl it....

 

i have told hubby about the conversation i had with his son, and he is ok with it... i told him pretty

it is coming.....

Dec 07 2008

The kids are so excited for Christmas, its all they talk about... we went to the christmas carols in the park last night after dinner, and my mum happened to call over yesterday and i invited her tostay and come with us to carols, so anyway after that we drove around to look at the christmas lights that are up already around town... then came home and put the kids to bed.... very nice...

fighting .....again

Dec 03 2008

well we are having the kids (hubby's other 2) over this weekend.

my kids are asking to go to the carols by candlelight on sunday night, well a few months ago i bought a cd with christmassongs on so they can learn some of them, and i was planning on taking them, but i dont think my hubby will want to go, and i'm not sure what time he intends taking the kids home as he told their m

what a nite...

Nov 22 2008

i went to a concert last night and if it werent for the massage my hubby gave me at luchtime (for about an hour) there was no way i was going to be able to go, as i could barely walk... anyhow wentand had a blast, saw snannon noll, he was great and the side kick was pretty good too, micheal paynter, money well spent...

went to the pub afterwards ended up asking the bouncer where there wa

surprise,

Nov 19 2008

well my mum took the girls (all of them) last wednesday as i had a whinge to my little brothter who managed to get  mum to realise that until she actually spends time with the baby (who is almost2) she is never goingto bond with her... well she offered to have al of them, so i got the christmas shopping finished.... well that was great... foloowed by having all the kids at the weekend and

monday, to now...

Nov 19 2008

what a day

 

on monday,

started off by backing into my next dooe neighbour's car, then got a $700.00 phone bill then almost burnt the baby with tonight's dinner, coppedmyself instead luckily...

what a day...never mind ay??

 

also yesterday i managned to do some physio and againtoday, however i can barely move...argh!!!!! i am so freaking pa

weekend...

Nov 16 2008

mine was a pretty busy weekend as we had my step children over, it went well though... not too many dramas this time, i had to laugh last night when maggot was picking the kids up, they ran out of feul at the front of our house,,, hahhaha all the money in the world and no feul... oh well i did giggle to myself about that..

I went shopping for christmas decorations,(lights) on thursday an

let down

Nov 07 2008

the sky is very grey here today and it has been raining, the tiny droplets of rain are lingering on the rose petals and they are glistening...

 it is really pretty... the smell in the airis cool and fresh,

 however i would have loved for it to be a nice sunny day. my husband promised the girls we would go to the pool after we picked them up from daycare yesterday.... but o

appology

Nov 06 2008

they want my help, just not my bossiness...lol

i know i am bossy, but i have a strict routine and if anyone is going to mess it up, it want to be for a good reason, like someone is dying or inhospital....

i dont know, hubby thinks i am being too hard on his 14 year old (this was made evident the other night when he tore strips off me)... hell i think i could be harder and still it w

well i am now on strike...

Nov 05 2008

last night i took my 12 year old daugther to the high shcool open night to buy the required unifroms and so on for next year, well after all the walking and all, i am in so much pain, and i am feelingit terrib ly

 

after the kids all wet to bed my hubby and i were  talking and we ended up in an argument over what i am doing wrong as a parent i guess the only reply i could

this weekend....

Oct 31 2008
i am taking the kids to the pool in a little while and tomorrow we are all going to the local fishing comp... cant wait, it should be so much fun, it is the staert of the fishing season, so it will begreat, that means days out at the local dam, and of course short camping trips...yes... i love summer, it means we can go away and have the best fun together as a family and it doesnt cost the earth,,

weird beleifs....

Oct 28 2008
i dont know that i am a christian or not, i dont even really know what i beleive, unfortunatley like most religeons, it would only serve to contradict itself if i started going into what ibeleiv... i think you just need to be the best person i can be and to acheive whatever i can s honestly as i can... i guess that must sound crazy, asn i have lost alot in life because of my weird perception, and

reality...

Oct 26 2008

reality is the women who control our lives (by our husbads)THEIR MOTHER  can make it fantastic or torture... how can you tell your husband you hate his mother,, well i have many times, but i dontwish to stop him seeing her, he gets very upset that she is so rude and nasty to me, she didnt end up staying too liong anyway as my hubby told her we werent interested in any of her "news&quo

music, wonderful???

Oct 26 2008
i was listening to a song today called FAST CAR and the words of it really got me thinking.. this woman all she wanted was to live in a house in the suburbs, and get out of the life of living in a trialer(or we call them caravans) but she still didnt manage to fulfill a dream as simple as that even though she worked really hard... it got me thinking about my life and things i have wanted to acheiv

mother in law

Oct 25 2008
well she's back and trying to caus etrouble again... well i am isolating myself from her today i am not going to go off like i did the other week, i am breathing slowly and i am determinedto stay strong and not give way to her itimidationa and quite frankly i think our lives are more peaceful without her coming around, i am so glad that we moved and she cant just pop in everyday and to

kids over..

Oct 25 2008
we currently have my husband's other 2 children over for the weekend so that their mum could go to a wedding insydney and they are getting picked up tonight after dinner... we took them all to thepool yesterday all 7 kids gee that was fun and very busy... wow, i am so glad taht my husband came as well, he actually saw for himself how hard it is to watch everyone and i think it was good fun too

broke

Oct 22 2008

just getting along today, i have had to put my home help on hold because we are really broke... anyway i cant help that wel weill just have to wait and see..

i got notes home from the schoolfor high school next year and already they are asking for a small fortune and she has not even started properly yet.. oh well tighten the belt AGAIN! well as for a massage i'd love one, today i am

RE- What a day...

Oct 21 2008

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO REPLIED TO MY VENTING FROM LAST WEEK... IT IS GREAT TO KNOW THAT I HAVE SO MUCH SUPPORT...

 

I had a shocking day to tell you the truth, and i think i donewhat was right, although today (Tuesday is normally a preschool day) the kids went off to the Family day care lady and Lucy went as well (she hasnt been to her house since i swapped her friday with

awake?

Oct 21 2008
it is 2:45am here in Oz and i cant sleep for the spasms i am getting in my lower back at the moment which i have had all day, (since i was at the pool doing or trying to do my aqasize class which i dofor my physiotherapy) hope to lay down and watch a movie after i talk to you for a bit...  :)then hopefully the pain might ease up a bit.. i may have to ask my hubby to take the day off tomorrow

the long wait is over (nearly)

Oct 19 2008

well i finally heard back from the pain clinic in sydney today and i am nearing the top of the waiting list so i will have to start preparing to travel to sydney for that... yey.. i hate travellingtoo far as it really aggrevates my pain levels but i gotta go ...

well i think i am officially a non smoker now, i actually finally ticked a box that says i dont smoke and i was telling the trut

what a day......

Oct 15 2008

well i got a professional massage yesterday, what a waste of money.... argh!!!felt great getting it done and with in hours i was in so much pain, way more that i was in before...and to make mattersworse today i fell down while i was a the pool warming up for physio and i was embarressed because the old guy i talk to nearly every time i go in the morning saw it but i pushed on (tried not to

argh!!!!! again and again....

Oct 13 2008

im on a bad downer at the moment (my pain is terrible and i have been to the pool to do my physio (or have fun in hubby's eyes...lol) and i am slipping..  i went to my hubby's friend's house today to explain to him that i wasnt going off my nut the other day because i had been drinking, but because i am actually pissed off with everything the way it has been going on  late

left out...

Oct 11 2008

i have been getting more into the physio and i am starting to get much stronger, i have been walking aroud without my cane for the last couple of weeks and i am starting to feel human again, which is fantstic becasue i ahve been really depressed over this past year..

i am hoping to watch the car races on tv today but i am feeling toatally lousy today because i went off my rocker yesterda

birthday girl...

Oct 08 2008

 

well it is my Bonnie-Jean's birhtday today and she is 4. I mad e her a devil's food cake (very chocolate) and i am taking the kids to the pool in a while... should be fun..!!!

i have sent the kids to my brothers house (he only lives 3 blocks away) for an hour so he can spend some time with them and that before i go and pick them up to go to the pool...

i am repl

going well,

Oct 06 2008

well i went to the pool today and signed the whole family up for a season pass, so we can all go as much as we want to so that is great now it is cominginto warmer weather...

 

thegirls start their swimming lessons next monday so that should be fun.

 

 it is Bonnie's birthday on thursday... dad wants to take them horse riding on friday, you see it is

friends over...

Oct 05 2008

well we had friends over for a bbq lunch today and that was really nice. It has been a while since we entertained.

the boys (the grown up ones) rode the motor bikes around the yard, adn the kidshad a great time watching and cheering them on..

 

well i had half the day on this computer yesterday because i had 117 emails on my bigpond account.. gee that adds up quick... an

dunno

Oct 01 2008

i am now up to i dunno on the quit program, and going strong... dont want to smoke havent had one for dunno how long... and that is great

 found out the other day that my daughter'suncle (father's side) has cancer. I know we were never really great mates or anything like that but i wouldnt wish that on him. he has had surgery yesterday and i am only getting my info off my da

book

Sep 29 2008

I am trying a NEW approach, Channeling the pain and using it to become more fit and lose more weight as I think that might be a key factor, I am (or was a big girl, I was at 115 kilos 2 years ago, so it has been a slow and steady program, hindered by my health, but now, since my last baby was born, I am into it.... at the time Scarlett waws born i think I weighed in at about 95kg, so since she

going strong

Sep 29 2008

still off the ciggies and not even feeling terrible cravings anymore..

i have been trying to get fit and focus my energy and thoughts into getting healtheir.. well iwent for a walk yesterday and thedn later i done some physio at the pool.. it is all starting to tie in nicely.. i am getting trimmer, so that is probally going to help my back as well. i figure if i am carrying less weight th

trying to stay busy...

Sep 27 2008

well today is day 11 on my quit jopurney, and i am doing very well i think.. i have not had or wanted a ciggie today and i am not the least bit interested in smoking, so i am going well... hooorayyy!!!!

 

i went for a walk first thing this morning for an hour and that felt really good, i am acheiving small goals and it si all due to the physio program so it is all working final

my day

Sep 26 2008

well im day 10 into my quit program, and doing well... i dont feel like a ciggie and when i do light one up i only have one drag and i have to put it back out...lol doing well

 

i took the kids for a walk today, witht the dogs, and that was great i havent done that for so long, i am getting fit indeed, see it is all the physio and excersice i havce been doing,,, i have lost eve

the curse

Sep 24 2008

the curse is my life, you jsut start coming good and bang!!! back down in the shit again... the story of my life.

my pain at this very minute would be close to 9/10 andi jsut want to lay down, i fucked up dinner, totally forgot the meat and when i went to serve up i was like shit what are we gonna eat?? cabbage and mashed potato, with gravy hahahaa  my day ha

child care hell

Sep 23 2008

 

have had a hell of a few days mentally im so tired and exhausted but i have to keep pushing on, otherwise i will just give up altogether...

trying to get the childcare sorted outfor the next year and im having hassels as to how i am suppoes to afford all the care i am suppose to have, it si so expensive and i have no choice but it is going to leave us totally broke if i use

malfunction

Sep 21 2008

i am having problems with my computer and cant do everything on it that i want to at the moment i am getting frustrated. i think i need to delete some of the stuff in the memory and so i am trying to do that and it is really really slow, and i cant find the recycle bin to empty it.....arghh!! very annoying...

 

pain not too bad, was in dire straits yesterday so went to the pool

fulll day...

Sep 20 2008

well we finally have the other kdis from yesterday till this afternoon, the crap we had to go thru to see them is crazy, but they are finally here...

we have a full day planned for today, withthe kids playing in the garden for the time being and nan and pop are coming to visit and have lunch with us, so that will be nice.

the house was totalled this morning so we are jsut finished

today...

Sep 17 2008

well i am going to have an asthma check up today and then do the pain stuff... double appointment... dr is learning how to do care plans for asthme and asked if i would sit in for her (she  saidshe was hoping i would because she knows i unserstand the importance of learning new things and i think she knows tha i would be reluctant otherwise).

 

the girls are going to be w

physio

Sep 17 2008

starting to feel good again at long last...

 

 the lady that came to clean my house today well i used to work with her...lol oh god not good for me thoughafter i instructed her what i wanted done i went quietly outside and had a little cry.... what i miss most in my life is not being able to work....my life just starts to seem to be going ok ad i g

relaxing

Sep 15 2008

feeling really good today! i went to the pool and done 2 hours of physio this morning and gee i feel freat for it.... i guess that i must have got all the good mood sensors working....

my allergicreaction to my own stress if anything is getting better i still have really blotchy skin and im itchy like crazy but it has calmed down a fair bit today...i am glad because i looked really ugly

stess

Sep 15 2008

ok official verdict i am too strssed out and i need to take a breather ...hahaha any day now would be great...lol

 

i have had an allergic reaction to my stress.....

 

very funny..

 

 

swollen

Sep 14 2008

well my face has exploded and im swollen and flaring very very sore adn burninng itchy pain my eyes are so puffed up and i dont know what has happened... i made an appointmaent to go see a dr today... i have no idea if this is becase of stress or if it might be a reaction to meds or what ... the hubbys ex is being a bitch again and causing us grief... she  wont let us seethe other kids but

drinking...

Sep 10 2008

well i have found a new bottom.... i had a can of vodka at lunchtime while my kids played in the park and once the booze kicked in i went and played with them.... i swang on the swing an di lifted the litlies up onto the swing and i pushed the swing for them so they all had a turn and then i helped them up to the slide... the bigger ones climbed up themselves but i lifted the 19 months old one

a day to myself....

Sep 08 2008

well this is amazing the first time in i dont know how long and i have a day all to myself...wow, what am i going to do??  hmmm???? i guess i will try to relax a while before i go to physio andthen i might rest and hopefully feel alot less sore than i am feeling right now....

 

xxxx

having a trip or a slip???

Sep 07 2008

well it was father's day yesterday and the kids got my hubby soem nice things for gifts and he was very pleased with them, i also got my dad a bottle of wine and i spent a few hours on ebay for him..... he got some great things and they were at great prices and so that was great....

 

i had 2 slips this morning and im hurting because of it, there wa

sleepy

Sep 06 2008

well i have been very sleeepy and i slept for 3 hours this afternoon... all this is going to have to stop when my hubby goes back to work on monday....anyway im doing allright today.. pain not too bad.. ribs are still a bit sore..

 

 

useful... ????

Sep 04 2008

:)

i have been really sore since my last fall, but other than that i am doing ok..

swapping my meds again and hoping that we can get them adjusted to what i need...

bought this reallygreat meditaion cd the other day and i've been listening to it when i go to bed for the night and i have been going off to sleep pretty easily so i am rapt about that..

i am pleased tha

falling

Sep 03 2008

well i had a lovely day with my parents, and husband with no children for once, the first time in i dont know how many years...

this afternoon we had a lovely bbq dinner and then i was goingout to the kitchen to get the kids some marshmallows for dessert and i came tumbling down,,, i felt it coming on and managed to fall against the sink, and call out for some help before i fell to the f

kids time

Aug 31 2008

i am hoping to spend some quality time with my girls today, ive been so not with it because i have been sick or tired, so im going to spend some time with the girls today...

 

 

the last supper

Aug 30 2008


well i've had my brother and his girlfriend over 2 nights in a row, for dinner. they are moving to the other side of the country next week they have been doing trips for the past fivemonths and this is the last trip before they are both gone...for good... so we have been catching up with them, but i fell asleep on them the other night and that was a bit embarrassing.. t

sleep, at last

Aug 29 2008

well i have finally slept, yep, fell asleep on my my guests last night and had to go to bed, woke up this morning at 7am and that was only because i was woken by my daughter... then after an hour iwent back to bed for another 3 hours....ahhh finally i feel rested but also am glad that my pain has calmed for the moment as well. my daughter has a friend over for the weekend and my hubby is going

so tired

Aug 27 2008

going to the drs again today and asking if there is anything that can be done for this fatigue... have to go anyway to check the results of her  research into these "pain patches" dontknow abut it but if it is suitable for me hope it works... i'll know more this afternoon... appointment is in half an hour so i have to go soon, jiust thought id check in and write how i feel no

pain stable

Aug 26 2008

im still in alot of pain but it is stable today... i done a small amount of housework this morning and im paying for it now  hahaha!!! dont try to gt away with anything silly woman.. i had an oxycontin last night but i didnt sleep much if at all... im really tired but if i sleep now i might not sleep tonight... drs tomorrow again.. see how the oxycontin had or hadnbt helped... it did help

Great News

Aug 25 2008

a few weeks ago i applied for this program with the childcare centre i use to get 20 extra "free" days of dhildcare over the next 20 weeks, in conjunction with the care i already get and i was a successful applicant so tomoorow the girls start going to day care at the preschool 2 days a week so that should help in the Rest area.... hopefully... no appointments on wednesday, physio onl

BURNOUT

Aug 24 2008
well the dr reckons i have a classic case of burnout...too much stress and not enough sleep.... hahahah he gave me some rehydration powder to help with the electrolytes because of the vomiting and that. as soon as that starts to work if i get a few good days rest i should be as right as rain... pain today not too bad... i done some light gardening today with hubby's help and it felt so good to

still sick...

Aug 24 2008

going to the drs today, i have been sick all week end and i still feel really weak and tired. my husband had to take the day off work because im too sick to look after the kids, and i am hopingthat he will be right to go back tomorrow, but if not he has the hours there and he will stay home agian, if i need it, i havent had him take time off for me since wemoved, that is great... he has

cancelled

Aug 23 2008

well i have finally had to rest!!!! i have been so sick that i had no choice, my body has shut down...hahahha i invited my parents for a bbq luch for yesterday and i fell asleep while they werehere and i didnt even endup eating lunch...lol my kids had a great time with their nana and pop though so that was fantastic, when i went out back for a cigarette last night i saw all the chalk drwing

so sick

Aug 23 2008
i have been really sick today and i feel like crap... my parnts came for a bbq lunch and i fell asleep and i ve been throwing up and had reall bad diareah allday so ive been sleeping, exhaustion to themax and it is all catching up on me.....

freaky ex

Aug 22 2008

i was dropping my 12 year old daughter off for an arranged access visit today, and her father abused the crap out of me because she has had a couple of days off school since she had her tooth out (a molar) on tuesday, and i told him that i couldnt send her to school because she cant eat properly and has been in alot of pain and he started yelling really aggressively and and clenching his fist a

sleep deprived...

Aug 21 2008
well i finally convinced the new dr to give me some sleeping pills and had one last night because i havent slept proper all the last month and then i fell asleep after watching the olympics for a whileand hubby gave me a massage, then the kids one after the other (the little ones anyway) woke up got me up for this or that and then they were all up...arghhh i love them but geez i need some rest.. i

results.....arghhh

Aug 20 2008

:( pain wise... im back to where i was 6 months ago.. i just got all the meds on track and working and then this (nerve testing) caused so much jolting in my body that i am now spasmsing all the timeagain, and im not sleeping again because of the pain... went to the dr today and im going to go back on the oxycontin i didnt want to but i really have no choice... the dr is looking into these patc

drs today

Aug 20 2008

well im hoping to get the results of the nerve testing today.,. hoping i said... i had another shocking night and unfortunately kept my hubby up half the night i was having really bad spasms and thepain,,,,, arghh

 

gotta get some sleep sooonnnnn....

 

sucess i have got everyone talking and it is great....

 

 

VERY EXCITED!!!!

Aug 20 2008

OK SO IM WILLING TO SHARE THE NEWS NOW...... you know the thing from the other day that i couldn't say what was in case it didnt happen.... ok anyway, im now the  group leader for the SCHEUERMANN"S CURSE support group. since that is my disease I am aware of the problems and pain involved and I couldnt be happier...

 

ok my pain today REALLY sucks......

&nbs

not too bad

Aug 17 2008
well today hasnt turned out too bad after-all... didnt sleep last night so im exhausted i just want to go to bed but it is almost 4 pm, so im kidding myself, badly, gotta go and start doing dinnersoon and get the kids organised for bed. i did get to the pool today and do some physio so i feel a little better pain wise, i am hoping that it will help me sleep tonight, im llooking forward to tomm

shocker

Aug 17 2008

it has been a terrible weekend and i am sick of this pain.....

 

i want to sleep and not wake up in agony all the time...

 

i think i got about 1 hour sleep last nightiwas tossing and turning all night with pain, i got up at 2:30 am and took my morning meds and some more panadeine forte, went back to bed and meditated for a bit... rest is beeter than nothing...

my pain sucks

Aug 13 2008

a new level of sucks, it is horrible, i just start feeling ok and then boom im back down again....

i hate this disease it is attacking me agian.

 

why cant it just go away???

i want to rest and cant because there is always too much to do..

i wan to swim and cant because i dont have time today... i want iwant i want iw ant   arghhh

 

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