I'm getting so frustrated, I search the newspaper and everywhere else I can think of, and there are just no jobs to be found!

With fibro, depression (which surely doesn't help) and anxiety, I feel as tough I'm not able to even go on an interview. I'm going to counseling, but what is she supposed to do. I  am crying all the time!! I thought, maybe if I could dump it all here, I'd feel better. Let's face it, sitting at a desk, or a machine all day would not be good for me!! I feel as though I need to move around. Unlike some fibro(ers)  I feel better when I move around. Which is a comfort to me, but I'm scared that I won't be this way forever. I'm just so scared!!! Now I'm crying again ..... I want to just stop crying!!!

I have meds that will be coming as soon as they put them in the mail. But geez how long is that going to be? And will they even work? The others didn't, and I just feel as though I'm getting to the end of my rope!!!

Some say it's good to cry...but not for me!!! Some times I can't stop!!